We love you Papa!

July 22, 2012 1:05am I lost my Superman Papa!

{ cry out loud, crying not stop, crying inside, heart breaking :'( }

He died because  Heart attacked. Cardiac arrest. 

Unexplainable happiness because he was finally home, with us, his family.

Tuesday. July 17, 2012

Papa called me and ask me if we can send him money. He was going home, to us, here in Calamba.

Mom send a money immediately, thru Smart Padala. 

Wednesday. July 18, 2012

He didn't call. Until 7:00pm. 

He ask me to fetch him in Turbina. So, we did, of course.

He was so happy that he was finally home.

He has this big Pharmaton back pack.

Only contain just a pair of his clothes.

We really wonder why he just bring a pair despite his so many clothes in the province.

And before, when he come home, he brings a lot.

Even his favorite radio, he used to bring before, was left in the province.

Thursday. July 19, 2012

He stayed at home. Watching TV.

Friday. July 20, 2012

He was schedule for a check-up but the Doctor didn't come so it was reschedule on Tuesday, July 24, 2012.

After that, we went to Walter Mart-Sta. Rosa to buy him some clothes.

We eat at Mcdonalds. Bet on Lottery. Took some pictures. 

Have fun and enjoyed our moments together.

Saturday. July 21, 2012

We clean our home while he was watching TV.

Joel went to their home for a visit but promised mommy that whatever happen,

despite the heavy rains, he will come back to our home.

Papa requested that we watch 'Wil Time Big Time' on TV5.

After dinner, Joel arrived. Ate his dinner.

Mommy and Papa, go upstairs to sleep.

But, after just a few minutes, Papa, was sufferings heart attack.

We immediately send him to the nearest hospital, it was around 9:30pm.

But after more or less 4hrs. 

Papa died. 

Everything fall apart. 

I don't know what and how to feel.

It hurts. My heart was broke into small pieces.

Mommy was send to emergency room for suffering high blood pressure.

Emptiness. My superman left us. :'(

But despite that heartbreaking moment, we thank God that he allowed us to spend just a few days with Papa before he died.

He was able to come home to us. We do anything to save him but maybe it was really the ending of his life story.

We thank God that he didn't suffer so much pain. I know that Papa was happy. Happy that he was able to spend his last days with us, his family and now he was happy, now that he was with God Almighty.

We will miss you Papa.

You will be forever in our hearts.

I love you Papa.